I Hate You & the World!

No it's not a suicidal letter, I just hate you & the world!

No one can disagree we live in a hypocrite, artificial, shallow, filled with lies & deceives, where years of friendship can vanish away in seconds and a 50 years old mother thinks she's still in her 20s trying to catch with "men" she missed and a 60 years old father lives in an eternal box and teen lost between her sexual identity and a religious questioning religion and a woman selfishly destroying a paper-made "home" of him & her with kids, and a wife cheating on her womanizer husband and a liberal fearing death because his thoughts and an artist confused between ART and MONEY and ...

On top of all that , comes you and your depression points, your downs, swing moods, your neglect, careless, selfishness, illness, your parents & friends, your existence question, your spaces, cigarettes, cars, wealth and....

I don't care about all that, may it all burn, but I can't live in a fucked up world plus deal with your distance! I just can't !

So at this moment,
Specific day & date,
Time,
I must say it clear... I hate you and the world too!

Thank you!


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Hole in the Soul

It hurts...


When I ask you for the least thing & you barely make it happen,
And most of the times, u don't!
Yet when you want anything, I make sure it happens!

Because I don't guarantee a tomorrow with you, so I love you everyday like it's the last in my life!

And you ... Don't seem to realize that one day, I won't be around you!

This doesn't hurt, it creates a hole in my soul!!

Moushie


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Wrapped in Your Arms

If only your arms can wrap me hard
Close to your soul where I feel we're one...

I don't miss you when I breath or blink
I don't miss you when I sigh
Neither in my silence or talks..
You don't cross my mind every second of the day
nor my day & night dreams ...

You reached a level of live that goes beyond ordinary & logic!

You are my vision & heartbeats
My thoughts
My calm & mad
You are my seconds, hours, days & time
My falling tear & genuine smile
In other words.. You are my all!

You reached a level of live that goes beyond ordinary & logic!

You are my vision & heartbeats
My thoughts
My calm & mad
You are my seconds, hours, days & time
My falling tear & genuine smile
In other words.. You are my all!

I miss you when you hug me
Close to your heart
Where I hear it's beats, feel the rush of your blood & warmth!

I miss you when you look at me & smile

I miss your love & desire

It's an endless "Miss-List" yet I need to let some show!

How I feel is not only a need.. I want it & I want it with you...

I don't know how to end this piece, I don't want to!

If only I am in your arms right now, i will sneak to your ears & whisper "I Love you"

Moushie

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