Sunday, December 14, 2008

...Broken Hearts...



Its the same old story...
He sees her for the first time and goes crazy
She ignores him as others
He insists like no other
She continues ignoring him
He pushes the limits & challenges the world to get her heart
She dreams of him & falls because of a dream!
He becomes the happiest person on earth
She smiles and follows her inner voice to go on & let go
He treats her like no other
She keeps on following her inner voice & lets go of her fear
He calls in the morning, before she sleeps, talks to her all night & day, showers her with "I Love You" all the way
She believes deep inside that he is the "One & Only" who she always waited for & hoped for
He calls her long distance
He treats her like a babe
He is always there when she needs him too
He is a dream coming true...
She thinks I need no other
She thinks I got it all
"He is my one & all"

Then... He changes
He stops calling her
He stops caring about her
He stops missing her
He starts lying
He starts ignoring
He starts making excuses
He neglects her needs
And he pretends the kiss the hug and ... the love!
She is not a fool
She have been there before
And she promised her self not to spend a tear over a man
She plays his game and plays it cool
She stops calling, caring, missing him
She starts lying, ignoring, making excuses, neglecting, and pretending the love!

It gets worse...
He starts flirting with others thinking she won't know
She finds out and starts flirting with others too hoping that he will know!

Time goes by and they are just the same...
He keeps on fooling around
and she keeps on drawning down!
Until one day, something deep inside screams "STOP! THAT'S NOT YOU" It is not her
He turned her into something, into him!
He turned her down
She couldn't take it anymore
She decides to let go her love & let go of him
And for the billion time after her massive heart break
She breaks up with him
Easy, nice and for the first time, true!
She told him how she felt, how he turned her into something she hates the most
She thanked him for the joyful moments they shared
Yet swear at the painful ones
He fights at the beginning
He promises to change
He... doesn't realize it is her final decision and there is no coming back in it
He doesn't realize that he have done the biggest sin; he made her cry few times and that is the unforgivable sin!
She sticks to her decision
Insists even more
Finally, it is officially over!
Oh! She made sure to make him regret losing her, and she have done it very well!

Anyways...
She ends a chapter of love failure, and wonders when will she begins a new one
She catches her breath and move on
Well, life goes on after all and someone will show up to give her all the love she deserves
Maybe she broke his heart, but he certainly left her no choice...

P.S. Don't mess with a heart broken woman, she destroys everything if she gets hurt again! I warned you...


Mie miE

My Forbidden Fruit

Sunday... Oh Sunday! I'm Glade You're Here!!!

This is not any regular Sunday, it's the Sunday right after a long vacation we all had. Some travelled, some went to chalet, some stayed in Q8 with family & friends, most -like Mie- spent it sleeping, eating & had nothing to do! Honestly, it was FUN :D

Luckily, my works starts at 2pm & i have no studies for this week :)

However, sometimes the (HAVE NOTHING TO DO) idea can be ... weired! Especially when you end up laying all day and thinking of ... "things" and you drag others to think of the same things too.

You don't regret thinking of these things as much as you regret not doing it!

Anyway it was a long week and I am glade we are back to normal Sunday, back to REALITY ;)

P.S. if you are wondering what the "thing" is.. It is the "forbidden fruit" thing ;p

Mie miE

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Try to ...


Try to live in fear of being left behind
For a reason you can't understand
Try to live with the feeling of hate
Hate for hating the one you love, the one who left away
Try to wakeup lonely because the one you love decided to live without you


...You won't stand the pain...

It's not easy to reach the place i am in now
It's not easy to pretend you are fine, when you're not!
Try to put on a simle when you are divistated from the inside
It takes forever to be fine and being "Fine" takes forever...
It takes strength, efforts, paitience, tears... a lot of tears
But I am here, I am fine!
If I wasn't strong i wouldn't be with you fighting for ... Mie
Try to fight depression
Try to build inner peace
Try not to fall in the same mistake, even though you don't know what your mistake is


Try to be in my place ... Will you stand the pain?!

I don't think so!

I am so done of waiting and waiting and waiting for you to be there when I need and deserve and want you to! I am done with you ignoring mie! I am done with giving you chances over and over and endlessly over again! Why?! I am seriously better off without you!

And you gave me no other way but to say: Ciao! The hard way!



Mie miE