Sunday, August 30, 2009

The Chemistry of Lost Souls


The Definition


Soul is the spiritual or immaterial part of a living being, often regarded as eternal. It is usually thought to consist of one's consciousness and personality, and can be synonymous with the spirit, mind or self. (Encyclopædia Britannica. 2008. Retrieved November 12, 2008.) WIKI

Lost is -most accurate definition- Unable to find one's way (http://www.thefreedictionary.com/lost)

Lost Soul is -created by my humble analysis- is When your eternal living part is stuck in between two paths, unable to go back to where is was, and unable to find the way to move forward!!!

The Saga

How sad can one be when his soul is lost?!
yet how FOOL can one be when denying the soul lost?!

I believe all our souls are lost, between keeping up with traditions, most are useless and shamful, while the useful ones are slowly fading away!

Between baring with the political, economical, sportal -adry TYPO bs ertejal el qaseda ma6loob- and social turn down we all know, feel, sense, hear, and lately drink!

Baring with the educational, cultural, ethical ... endless BLEEDING!

Our souls are lost between earning for freedom yet captured by Islamicasim which is relating every single
Atom to a religion they call Islam; and Islam is WAY to far from what they call!

Captured by the materialistic world we drag ourselves into!

Our souls are lost and sinking in the dirtiest way I have ever seen. Because some people don't know what's going to them and can't realize how dangerous it is to have a generation without a SOUL!


We have a lost soul when we position someone as an idol, forgetting that he/she are human beings and have their own flows!

And for sure, our souls are lost because we are far away from the most essential thing in ones life; a good, close relationship with our Creator


The Case

I know two deeply lost souls.
A guy who lost his way of getting good education, a stable family, a wise friend, a decent job.
A girl who lost her way in identifying her self between two contradictive parents; a libral mother and a conservative father.

Both lost their ways in realizing what is right for them...
Both isolated themselves from theis coas soicties...
Both were seeking for an idolistic IDOL...
And both denied the fact that they need help in finding the right way; even if the right path is right infront of their eyes!
Both were from two different places. But their insecurity brought them together.

They found in themselves what they both seek ... security
They started something they called "love" to maintain the state of security and satbility.



The Fear


The are not right for eachother
Two different socities
Two different cultures
Two different religion
Two different educational levels

One thing in common; they both have a lost soul

They don't care about their differences, as long as they are happy and living their day to the fullest!


They don't care about tomorrow
Or how bad this can turn out for both of them!


When I asked them: do you realize what you are doing?!
Both answered: Yes we know it is wrong
Mie wondered: then why do you keep on?!
Both hesitated then said: we don't know!


She and him are very ... out of reality

I am very worried for both,
when they wake up from their pink bubble and face the harsh reality; what will they do?!
How will they react to the fact that they are not meant to be at any chance!?

What can I do to assure less damage for both of them?!?!?


In the end...


When your soul is lost
and you know it is
even if you don't want to admit!
Try to keep it save
from deeper lose
which will become a deeper pain!
Thus, once your soul is bleeding from pain
it will be harder for you to pull it back together and
find its way... to a stable state!






P.S. (A Woman Torn Apart) will be out soon ;)


Mie Mie

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Ramadan,,, blisses upon all :*

في كل عام، يبدأ صراع رؤية هلال رمضان
في ناس تحلف انها شافته وتصوم العالم على هالاساس
وفي ناس اطالب باستخدام احدث الوسائل الفلكية لرؤية الهلال
:S

Every year ... the Dilemma of "Ramadan Crescent" begins
Some people swear they saw it with there bare eyes; therefore an entire nation fast
Others demand the newest astrology techs and the scintific prove




واذا كنتوا بتصومون الجمعة او السبت او الاحد
مبارك عليكم الشهر الكريم جميعا
:)
Whether you are fasting on Friday or Saturday or Sunday...
Happy Ramadan to Everyone




ولا تنسون قائمة الممنوعات قبل الفطور
;p
And don't forget; the NO list before Al Maghreb prayers


قالوها الاولين: بعد العشا -او العشاء هيهي- افعل ما تشا

;)

Do all that; after 3esha

انشاء الله يكون رمضان خير وبركة على ديرتنا الحبيبة الكويت والعالم الاسلامي أجمع
وانشاء الله يبعد الشرعلى جميع الشعب الكويتي
الله يهَدي ويهْدي النفوس
آمييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييين
Enshallah it is a blissful month to Kuwait, and all the Islamic nations.
And Enshallah it is a blissful and peaceful month upon all Kuwaitis - Allah yhady oo yahdy el nofous
Amin


Mie Mie

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

A Woman Torn Apart -- 9

as promised ... enjoy :*


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"la mafeny chay... bs hathy my friend from work replied to my msg"



Okik deal! See you tomorrow and take care :* << style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">"oh ok"






We got into Sultan Centre Salmiya in less than 10 mintues; i love Kuwait when it is not crowded! Oh it was Sunday afterall; second day of the week :)








I did my grocery and needs shopping and before i went to pay





"5alty emshay nsawer upstairs -- fawry"





"ambieh! shayfa ashkalna?!?!?!?"





"ee 7ada 3aba6,, plzzzzzzzz" and gave me a puppy eyes! Kalba so cute!





"okaay emshay"





we went upstair and took stupid 5 pics with the express photo machine that was in Sultan 2nd floor. We then paid my things and went to Johnny Rockets








As we entred the resturant, it wasn't that crowded; few Americans and few I guess Kuwaitis. I felt someone's gaze on me, i couldn't focus because my mobile was ringing and it was A7mad





"Alo?"





"wensh?!"





We sat in one of the tables facing the bar and said "bat3asha bara ma3 Rawan" coldly





"leish el nafsiya?!"





"mafeny chay... bs a5ales adeg! Bye"





"Mashy!!!" and he hanged up








just when i hanged the phone











dropped it in my bag














turned my face up














then i









































"OH SHIT!" i whispered trying to hide my RED face








"shenu?! meno?!" Rawan turned her face to the bar and behind her








"ya bgara don't look around! i saw someone"








"and why are you so nervous?!"






"he ... he is a guy kan la7egna the other day in Sharq bs ma3a6ita wayeh!"








"mmmm! tell me which one?!"





"the one wearing a gray sweater"





she pretended to get something out of her bag and managed -God knows how- to sneak a look at him





"OH MY GOD! 7ada yshaweg 5alty!!"





"chubay dont say 5alty la ysma3!!"





"why do you care?!"





do i ?!





"madriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!" i noticed my stupid childish reaction and decided to go back to normal as if nothing matters ... right?!


"5alena na6lb bser3a oo nakel oo ne6la3! aslan it is getting late!" i said





"it's 15 minutes to 8!!! ay late?!" Rawan complained





"6ylbay oo entay sakta! Tara mara thanyna ma a6l3sh ma3ay!!" i demaned using the AUNT POWER ;p





"FINE!"








He kept his eyes on ... me

He looked at me like there was no one in the room but ... me

He ... made something tickel deep in ... me







"weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeein ser7atay!!??" Rawan intruppted my thoughts





"HAA.... shtabin taklin?!"





"ana 6elabt oo el rayal sarla sa3a wagf na6rsh!"





i didnt realize the waiter was standing next to our table!








"Oh... i will have , i guess The Original and coke"





"with ice mam?!" the waiter asked





"yes please"





"Ok mam i will repeat your order; one Route 66 no onion and The Original and fries with cheese, two cokes"





"yes... thanks" Rawan said





"sh7aga fries with cheese?!"





"Cause I am hungrey!!!"





the way she said hungrey made me laugh!





"yal faj3ana! hehe!"





He was with his friend sitting on the bar, fixxed his eyes and smiling at me. He seemed happy to see me; i guess.

UFF 3AWASH!! stop thinking about him!!! FOCUS FOCUS!


I looked at Rawan and wanted to start a coversation while he was sipping his coke and talking with his friend ,, and this never ending smile on his face !! CHARMING


"meta emte7anatkoum?!" i know it is a silly question but ... WHAT CAN I DO?!?!?


"el finals?!"


"ee ?!"


" after new year; 3e6la then emte7anat! malat!!"



" yeah it sucks sa7?! "



"7ada! MMM so?!"


"sO what?!"



"i guess, for some reason, A7mad bothered you... Sa7?!"


Oh! By the way; Rawan has this sixth sence ... freakiya!


"why are you asking?!"


"because I am reading this love book, and it says that a woman could never think of another man unless her man isn't fulfilling her... what do you think?!"


"And what makes you think i am not fulfilled 3ala gultsh?!"


"you are blushing everytime you look at this annonymous guy; so obvious you have something for him OR something pushed you to feel this way!"


"Where on earth did you learn all these pschological stuff?!"


"SEE! you didnt pay attention with mie! i told you from a book i am reading?!"


"what's the name of the book?!"


"Love ... A Different Halo!" she said with confidence


"Ya salam!? never heard of it!"


"that is because ... i wrote it!?"


"na3am?!"


"hehe there is no such book! i was making it up to grab your attention!"



"Wallah shaklsh 3ashga oo rathya tetarfen!!! hain! malsh ela 5altsh!!!"


"latguliny 5altsh ... layesme3sh! hehe" she teased me



"Here you go mam! cheese fries & The Original" the waiter put down the plates


"where is my Route 66 and drinks???" Rawan asked


"comin' mam"



10 minutes later; he brought Rawan's burger and our drinks. We were eating while talking about random things... Yes! i was trying to distract myself from ... Him



Suddenly, as we were about to finish eating, his friend turned around and looked at the me! He -my charm- hit his friend on his shoulder and told him something with an angrey face expression! I guess he said "shaku e6ali3ha" hehe!!



I blushed and immediatley told Rawan "ask for the check, let's leave!" checking my watch, it was 8:45 PM


"Okay" she turned at the waiteress behind the bar and said "check please"


While waiting for them to bring back the change, he got of his chair, passed next to our table, giving me a smile with a LOOK and head toward the W/C



"ambiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieh! 7ada yaby yraqmsh!!!" Rawan whispered


Rawan was facing the W/C while i gave it my back; she said he was standing there waiting!




"UFF!!! wein el %$^# el bajy!!!" I got really nervous




few second later; the waiter came with tha change. As soon as I got them, left some tips, we grabbed our bags and got out as quick as ........... I can!!!





As soon as we left ...





"LEL7IN MADEFA3T???" I was shocked! I gave him cash to pay and he just sat there like DUH!


"OLLA Shfeik me3tefs???"


"ent '3aby!!! ana baru7 waraha, 5ales oo el7agny!"


and before Mish3al say a word; i left the place trying to catch ... HER!!!







"a7s seda maseda!" Rawan said while we were walk... I mean jogging toward my car

"ba3din te7al6may! walk faster!" I said

"I AM!!!"

We reached my car which I parked below Macdo. since it was empty; open the doors, Rawan got in as I was about to open my door when I felt someone's hand on my door!



I tried to fake a mean tone pretending not to freak out "ent mateste7y????"


"asef ana.."


"wa5er 2edk 3an sayarty!"


"enzain bs lazem tesm3eny!!"



"ent shayefha 3adla shakly jedam el nas!!?? MA3ENDK 5AWAT T5AAF 3ALIHOM!?" OUCH! that hurts!!


His face changed, moved away, took a deep breath and looked directly into my eyes



"asef"







THAT JUST ... 3AWAR GALBY! SO Sinser






I didn't say a word, i couldn't! I got into my car, turned it on and drove away. He was still standing in his place; emotionless!


"maby wla kilma aw ta3liq! oo maby a7ad y3aref OK??" I told Rawan in a very mean way



"enshallah" She could see I was pissed; I don't know why I was!!!





The drive was awckwardly silent; I dropped Rawan at her home in Khaldiya when she said


"maskoura 3al 6al3a,, I had fun" gave me a smile, i smiled back as she slamed the car door.





I drove home and still speeachless from what happened! I wasn't in the mood of talking with Maryoom, garga isn't what I need right now!



I finally got home, greeted mum & dad, Ghazy wasn't home, went to my room, prepared what I will for tomorrow, washed and changed... Then dived into my bed



Composing Text MSG

Ana wesalt el beit, ga3ed?



** @*$ Calling **


why cant you answer by a msg?? ymkn ana ga3da ma3 ahly!!!


i answered with "hmmmm"


"nemtay??" he said with a temper rising voice


"la bs mnsad7a oo 7ady bnam"


"Leish ma dagitay?"



"cz it was a long day" I lied ; i didn't want to talk to him




"ra7 a3eed el su2al mara wa7da oo latchathbin 3alay"

Here we go again!


"LEISH MA DAGITAY 3ALAY 6OL EL YOUM??"




Uff wagta al7in... WAGTAH?!!!!




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To Be Continued ... A Woman Torn Apart

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Mie Mie

A Woman Torn Apart -- 8

Because I have away for awhile; i decided to write an extra long post and PART 9 will be out soon too :*
I am inroducing new charecters here. And because it is long, i seperated the part with places e.g. WORK .. HOME .. ROOM .. CAR so no one will get confused

Thanks for your support and paitence ;***

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:: WORK ::



I arrived at work wearing a baig trouser, a brown silk shirt, a shifon tiger printed scarf and a baig jacket, brown heels, and my fav LV bag. Fresh light make up: sun block, mascara, blusher and a lip gloss.


I went to my office to find only Marwa sitting doing some God knows what on her computer, pretneding to be busy, beacuse there is nothing to do at 7:40 am! Right?!?


"Saba7 el 5eir" I said as i was sitting and turning on my computer


"Saba7 el noor" Marwa said gazing me


Since I knew she won't give me any work til '9ary -my anonymous boss- comes back, i decided to check on my email and read some articles on the internet -thank God we had it!


30 min later, with silence and non stop gazing from Marwa, Nahed came in wearing all the brightest colors in what we can call "WINTER in KUWAIT" AKA December!


"Eslam 3aLikoum!" Nahed said with a cheerful smile

finally i heared your voice

"Wa 3alikom el Salam" i said smiling

"entay esh7aga met2a5ra?!" Marwa asked her

"reday el salam bel awal!!"
"lama edawmin 3adel, ared el salam! esh7aga met2a5ra?! La Rayel, La 3yal, La 3amat 3ein!! LEISH MET2a5RA?!?!?"

"5alit 3amat el 3ein 7agsh! gmt met2a5ra oo za7ma el shuware3! weih kelateny begshoury shfeeesh!?!" it was obvious that Nahed was pissed and embareesed from two facts: 1) Marwa's rudness 2) Embaressing her infront of me!


"EEEH! manaby el yidida ta7seb ena el wath3 samarda7a fee edaratna! el estath '9ary wayed ra7 yet'thayag etha 3eraf ena el qedam oo el yedad yet2a5roun!"

NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA3AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM


"etha qasdsh ana, fa ana ma at2a5er 7eta mu bs el edara samarda7a, etha el Hay2a eb koborha samarda7a ana ma at2a5er! oo ba3din (el ydida) 3ndaha esm ohwa 3AYSHA oo etha mu 3ajbsh gulily 3AWASHA, bs latekalmin 3any bse'3at el '3ayeb aw cheny nakera!"

and before she say a word

"Oo lil 3elm etha shefteny te2a5art aw gasart fy she'3ely elly aslan ma adry shenu ohwa, mu entay t7asbiny, entay bs neqlay el kalam 7ag el muder oo ohwa yetsaraf! ENTAY MU MUDERTY!!" I said


i know it is my second day of work, lesa ben2ul YA HADY, but the idea of her wanting to tease or treat me the way she does with Nahed is completley unacceptable! I had to draw CLEAR lines from the very begining!


Nahed was stunned! she actually gave me an admiring smile. While Marwa was shocked and just said "ana ma aby akaber el mawthoo3 -- lama 2eyee el estath '9ary ra7 ykun lah kalam ma3ash!"


"oo hatha ely ana abieh!" i replied looking stright in her eyes then turned at Nahed and said "e5et Nahed, etha tabin asa3dsh bchay.. ana 7ather"


Nahed and Marwa eyes POPPED and jaws DROPPED!


"Enshallah 7abibty mashkura!" Nahed said with the widest smile ever!


"5anga!" suddnely Marwa said and went out the room!


I smiled and returned to my web surffing when Nahed said "ya 3omry, feta7tay 3ala nafcsh bab!"


"Leish?!"


"Marwa, wayed wasla oo shareya, ana asket 3anha 3ashan may7ushny mnha char!"

"ana elly ma ye7termny ma a7terma lu kan ra2es el Hay2a! oo etha ehya wasla oo foog, Rabsh mawjoud oo mayertha 3al thelm oo foog kel thalem enshallah" i said with confidence


I got this strength from my dad, though we are not close, but he is 3esamy! Kawan nafsa eb nafsa and he did it all alone oo btwafeg mn Rab el 3alamin... Things as he sees it are either BLACK or WHITE, meaning, either RIGHT or ... WRONG!



"Mashallah 3alish, ana mn sheftesh 3eraft ensh qaweya oo Marwa mara7 tegdar 3alish" she continued "3al 3umum, ana 7abet a7athrsh... oo ra7 a3almsh cham sha'3la la2ena '9ary emasek el she'3el kela 7ag Marwa, ana asawee el taqarer oo Marwa traje3ha gabel la '9ary yshufha"



"fehamt" i said



"al7in ra7 a3almsh 3al taqarer el awaliya oo 5asa taqarer el shu2un el zera3iya, ya3nee mazare3, arathy oo chethy.. 3ashan ana amseq el Samakiya, oo entay el Zera3a oo Marwa ely maskita el shu2un el edariya oo muraja3at taqarerna... enzain?!" she asked smilling



"Enzain" i smiled back






Another dump report i worked on for an hour then Nahed revised it and corrected what I missed.



Marwa was not to be seen anywhere! A7SAN ;)






"Mashallah 3alish! mu wayed a56a2"



"Hehe, entay 2ustatha tfahmin 3adel"



"la eshda3wa 2ustatha! bs 3einy 3alish barda"



"shukran.. mumkn break?!"



"ee 6ab3an" she smiled as I pushed away my chair and left the office




I wanted to see Saja. Yesterday's conversation with A7mad didnt shade away!! I had a weired feeling about ... THEM!





KNOCK KNOCK




"ahlan ahlan!" looking georgous with a silk pony tail, a red-wine lipstick color and a thick eyeliner


"hala fesh, shlounsh?!"


"zaina, shensh 6awaltay el yum lein yeteny?! wayed she'3el?"


"la2, bs Nahed 3alematny a dump report that i worked on it"



"and where was Marwa?!"

"hehe I'm glad you asked!"



I told Saja the morning movie that happened with Marwa...

"HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!" she laughed her heart out! "Zain tsawein feha! la2ena mayenfa3 ma3aha ela chethy! oo ma3alsh mn kalam Nahed, '9ary rayal oo 3aref el wath3 and lay3a chabda mn Marwa oo swalifha"

"yeebain lama 2eyee..."



"ee sa7" she gave me a weired smile


"shefesh chethy e6al3eny" i was faking a smile that looked very obvious as a YELLOW one


"salamtsh, bs el youm me7lawa akthar mn ams" she said


"3younsh el 7elwa"

7ady aby a3aref shenu el wathe3 bensh oo benah! bs madry shloun!!!




She gave me a smile and we started random talks.... and time passed as i excused myself and went back to the office







The remaining of the day: Marwa and I exchanged discusted gazes and Nahed gave me another dump report and I worked on it









I went toward my car when I heard a voice from the back



"3awash..."



I turned around to see Saja walking toward me


"Amray?!"


"shraysh neltegy 3ala youm nshrab coffee?! I really want to get to know you outside work"




"Akid! me to!" i said excitly Yat mn Allah!!!




"shufay nafcsh oo let me know; ana dayman fathya ela hal weekend cz we might go to chalieh"




UFFFFFFFFFFFF THIS CHALIEH! :@




"a7san ba3ad! ana ma7eb 6al3at el weekend, kel mukan za7ma!" I said




"deal! an6er your call today" she said, kissed my cheeks and left to her car



Turned on my car, played Rwished's (Methel ma gelt) song and drove home




:: HOME ::



I got home and immediatly went to the dinning room where my dad and mom were just about to eat. Kissed their forehead and sat infront of mom dince dad sits on the front-head of the table.

"Yuba 3a6iny el daqus"

"tefathal"

"shlun el she'3el yuba?"

"zain el 7amdila"

"shufay ya yuba, el 7ayat feha el zain w el shaain, entay ra7 tsadfen b7ayatsh ashkal oo anwa3 mn el bashar.. w medan el she'3el '3eir medan el derasa"

i was listening carefully while he was pouring Daqus on the rice then he looked stright into my eyes and said "mumkn tensadmin mn waqe3 el 3amel, mu ely entay tabina... lakin dayman tethakeray el 9aber mefta7 el faraj, oo 6awlay balsh 3al nas ela el ehanat mayensket 3anh; 7ata etha mudersh hansh mataskteen! Allah el '3any.. sem3atay yuba?"

"7ather yuba" then i continued eating


We finished our lunch and head to the living room where my brother Ghazy just arrived in.


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>> okay, here are some key features of my family <<

I am the youngest child of my family.

I have 6 sibling; 3 brothers (Jassim, Fawaz, Ghazy) and 3 sisters (Muthy, She5a, Dana) and me all together 7 :)


S3ud (45 yrs) is married to my cousin Lamya and have 4 children

Fawaz (40yrs) is married to Souha - typical family arrangment - and have 2 children

Hesa is my eldest sister (44 yrs) is married to Othman and have 4 children

She5a (42 yrs) is married to 3bdallah and have 2 children

Dana (35 yrs) married to M7amad and only have one baby girl (3 yrs) and pregnant with her second baby

Ghazy (30 yrs) not married and i dont think he is intending to!

and me .. 3awash -a5er el 3anqud and i guess by mistake ;pPp


I won't go through all my nighou and nises - because they are 13 and one on the way ;) - but I love Rawan (15 yrs) bnt e5ty Hesa (retired) ... aslan i love all Hesa's children cz she is my second mother!


She5a (doctor) was always in her bubble and very practical; she married someone who is excatly the same... We only see her in our weekly gatherings and her kids are geeks just like her ;p
Dana (muhandesa me3mariya) ... what can i say about the wildest sister!!?? She kept on falling in love with the wrong guys! Ya mu mn nwa5ethna, ya mu kuwaitiin, ya mu nafs mustawaha el ta3limy, or something very weired!!! hehe Mom went crazy from Dana and she tried hard to hook her up in arranged marriages with any guy from the extended family -- and Dana, akeed refused "ana matzawaj nafs yadety oo Omy!" ;p Until one day; an anonymous lady called my mom and asked to propose for Dana. Dana -on the other side- didn't know who is that guy and agreed to see him only because he is not family! To everyone's surprise; she said YES and they got married in less that 2 months! Nseiib!



Ghazy (works in wezarat el 5arijiya) ... Because my brothers were too busy to take of me, they assigned Ghazy for the job! They looked at me as a spoiled brat and someone must draw my limits! Yes that was Ghazy's job, official spokesperon of Jassim and Fawaz! Kan rayal 3alay ana, but when it comes to important family cases or decisions, y7e6una sefer 3al shemal and they dont his opinion on anything!
Things were like that until i reached my second year at University. He suddenly realized what he was doing was wrong, and that's when we became really good friends :)

S3ud and Fawaz are the meanest creatures on earth! They stick their noses in everything... A typical solider type! S3ud is 3aqeed bel jesh while Fawaz is Mu7aqeq bel shur6a! UFF u can imagine how mean, sick and suspicious both are! As well as their wives and children!


Mom and Dad married after a vecious love story - i dont know why! - both believe in love is the core of every good thing in life and only by love they can face any problem ahead <<>
That was a quick tour for my family; just to clear things up :)

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>> Back to story <<

"Yuma te'3adiet?!"

"EE yuma weya el rabi3"

Mom was pouring some tea to dad as he said "erked ya sbay! sh6ulk oo sh3rthek tru7 takel ma3 rab3ik mu ahalik!!"

"Ya bu S3ud ba3ad el rabe3 3zmuny aredhoum?! 7elwa b7agik ygulun welda yred el 3azayem!?"

My dad just stared at him and nodded his head

"weeih ya bu S3ud oo weldk saj! 5ala yestanis bdenyetah... Bs ana aby yarged mn soub thany" and she gave him a concerned look


"ana baru7 anam... tamrun 3ala chay?!"

Ghazy was heading to the stairs to his room when mom said "Yuma 3awash, maku banouta 7elwa nzawejha Ghazy?!"

He stopped, turned at me and gave me a GAZE!

"YUMA! 5ara3teny! lu sej aku wa7da fy bally bahawen mn hal 5aza!!!" I said seriously I was scared!

"ya3nee aku?!" my mum excitedly asked

"la yuma maku!" i smiled "oo etha feih entay awal wa7da agulsh"

"A3almsh! tesb7un 3ala 5eir!!!" Ghazy went to his room

Dad was drinking his tea when mum started her famous complainings about Ghazy; I excused myself to have my nap too.



:: My Room ::

Text msg composed::
Maryoomty,, mumkn ma taz3jeny?! I had a very long day and i need energy to tell you all about it ;*

Text msg composed Ana ta3bana oo banam, akalmk bs ag3ad

I changed the mobile status into Silent and slept so deeply after this long day at work!






"Na3am???" i said in a heavy voice
"5alty 3awash gumay!!!"

OOH! hatha sout Rawoon! i looked at my watch it was 5:30 PM "deshay..."

She opened the door to see her zoomby aunt -me ;p- laying on bed and barly moving!!

"Salam 5alty el hola!"

"chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuub!!!"

she sat on the edge of my bed "shyayebkoum?!"

"Omy galat dam ga3din fathyen gumaw 5anzur yadatkom oo yadkom"

"el beit fy Ghazy oo 3awash ba3ad!!"

she laughed and said "ee okay you are included bel 7esba!"

I stretched my hands and said "shenu a5er el a5bar el 3a6ifiya?!"

"hehe maku!" Rawan blushed

I placed on hand on my face while stretching the other "Ollaaaaaaaaaa ya entay chathaba!!!"

"WALLAH SEJ!!!" she continued "ana lel7in mu3jaba eb Mi7sn weld 5alty Hend"

"Mi7sen weld 5alty Hend" i said sarcasticly "mn zena!!! Aw mn zein OMA!!! 6el3aw bara el 3ayla!!! 5alaw dam ydid ydesh feha! Hatha Mi7sen aslan mayadree 3an hawa darsh oo yserlina mn b3ed... LEISH EL MAGATHA???!!!"


"ya3nee mn wein bashufly a7ad thany?! hathela nshufhoum byam3atna oo rabyin ma3ahoum! e7na mu dashen medars 5asa net3araf feha 3ala a7ad yswa! entay meta 7abitay?! Mu lama dashetay el jam3a and you met guys then choosed?!"

"Allah kareem!" i was thrilled with this girl's logical ... logic "enzain, gumay 5alena nanzel ta7at"
"okay bs shlun Mr.LOVA LOVA?!"

I bursted from laughing!

"Zain... yallah emshaaaay!!"

we went down to see Mom, Hesa, her other 3 kids: Rashed (12 yrs), Ranad and Rshood (10 yrs TWINS) sitting in the living room

Ranad and Rshood kissed me and went to the other Hall room to play while Rashed only shake hand me then went to Ghazy's room.

"el salam 3alikom Om R's" kissing Hesa's cheeks

"wa 3alikm el salam" kissing me back as she sat on the sofa "entay matyuzin?! shenu Om R's"

Rawan sat next to mum while I sat next to Hesa and said "Entay kel 3yalsh b7arf el R... oo kelhum a7ebhoum! mayser agulsh Om Rashed oo bekrsh Rawan, mayser agulsh Om Rawan oo 3ndsh walad, oo ham mayseer nensa twin el 5a6i2a" i laughed

"chubay! 5a6i2a bwayhesh! 7esbalsh kel el yahal methlsh?! yaya bel wagt el thaye3??!!" Hesa joked

"CHUBAW ENTAW EL ATHNIN!" mum said

we all laughed

"shlun dawamsh?!" Hesa asked

"6umasha, el yum metnajra ma3 wa7da!" i said

"HAW ya 7afeth! el yum Obsh sa2lsh geltela maku chay!! leish etchathbin?!" Mum asked concerned

"Waaay!! Yoomaa ya3ny agul 7ag oboy 3an nejrat 7areem?! Entay masaweteha!!"

"enzain leish methawsha?! shelsafa?!" Hesa cuiriously asked

"Allah ysalmsh aku wa7da ma3ay bel qesm esmha Marwa .... " i told her all about the situation with Marwa and Nahed's reaction and advice

Mum said "Malat 3aliha! mn ta7seb 3umerha?! bs ya mama el saber zain"

"el yum Oboy shgal?! 6awlay balsh 3al nas ela el ehanat mayensket 3anh; 7ata etha mudersh hansh mataskteen! Allah el '3any ... Sa7 kalama???"

My mum nodded

"Yuma! Oboy chena yadree ena el yum sayer film ma3ash bel dawam!!" Hesa was shocked

"ee te5ayelay! 7ada 5ara3ny! Bs a7la chay Om S3ud tabiny adawer 3ala 3arus 7ag Ghaziyo! hehe"

"ma asadeg!" Hesa turned on Mum and said "mn sejsh!? hatha weldsh mara7 yetzawaj 6ul ma2entay t7enin 3alih!!"

"EE mn sejy! oo batem a7en lein yetzawaj!!" Mum was some how pissed

"Yuma Muthy a5af 5aly y7ebla wa7da oo mu gayelkm" Rawan said innocently

Mum and Hesa eyes popped out .. HARD!

I laughed hillariously!

"way3a!! entay mn wein t3arfin hal 7achy?!" Hesa hit Rawan - who was sitting next to mum - with a cochin

"oo leish ma3arf?! ana mu yahel!"

"yahel oo seten yahel ba3ad!"

"BAS!! yayeen tehaweshun 3endy!!??" Mum yelled

I kept on laughing

"Hesa, gumay e5thay 3yalsh oo ma3 el salama! ru7aw tehaweshaw fee betkoum! yanantuny!" Mum got of her seat and was heading to the kitchen

"Yooomaaa ... Yoomaaaa" Hesa yelled at mum, who ignored her, looked at Rawan and said "ana a3almsh ya bnt Othman!!!" and followed mum

"7adesh 6umasha!" i looked at Rawan and laughed

"leeeeeeeeeeeeeeish me7taren mn el sej?! i said MAY BE!!" she said "hehe ymkn Omy Muthy mataby 5aly Ghazy ye7eb wa7da 3ala kefa"

"et-hagein?!" i wincked at her

"7adsh tadrin etha ohwa y7eb a7ad or not!! ... ygulsh kel chay" she grabed the remote control and chaged the channel

"KTV ya3nee dather eshwaya 3aliha! leish ma3endkum ART?!?!?"

"ana 3endy foug oo Ghazy ba3ad; yadsh y7eb kel chay traditional"

"I see" she switched to MBC they had an Arabic series

We were watching the show and after 30 min Rawan said "5alty 3awash, gumay ne6la3"

i looked at her -not in the mood - and said "wein balah?!"

"madry ay mukan!! thaag 5elgy!"

i felt bad for her "tru7in Sultan Centre Salmiya?! I need to get some stuff then nmur Johnny elly yam el Fanar for dinner"

"EE!! YALLAH PLZ" Rawan happily said

I dialed the kitchen extention number and told mum we are going to Sultan Centre then have dinner

"ana aweslha el beit" i told mum through the phone

"5alas omha tgul enzain.. deraw balkom" mum said

it was 6:30 PM when i realized i left my mobile up and didnt check it! I told Rawan to wait for me as i change in less than 10 minutes.
I got to my room, checked my mobile and found
3 misscalls from Maryoom
4 msgs
"ok ... 7ata ana 3endy salfa !! noum el 3afya "
"3ala ra7tsh!"
"kel hatha noum!!! GOOOOOOOOOOMAY!"
"3awash shlounsh?!?! meta maw3edna?!"
I decided to call Maryoom when I leave the house, reply to Saja and msg A7mad -ly al7in maly 5elga!!
I wore a baggy jeans and a long sleves black t-shirt with a back cab and my did a pony tail with my hair, very casual.
Rawan was wearing a bagy black jeans and a colored shirt with her natural wavy hair down.
We got into my car, and drove to Salmiya
:: My Car ::
"ba7e6 CD mn 3ndy" Rawan said
"okay, bs a5als my call and do what ever you want"
"Mr. LOVA LOVA?!" she teased
as i was dialing Maryoom's no. i said "SHAGGY :p"
She call me Mr. Boombastic say me fantastic, touch me on me buttshe say I'm Mr. Ro...mantic
We sang along when...
"KEL HATHA NAYMA?!?!?" Maryoom screamed in my ears!
"ALO! WAY3AA !! Gemt mn zeman bs Hesa yatna ma3 3ayalha oo al7in ray7a agz m3 Rawan"
"ya salaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam!!! wein enshallah?!"
"Sultan Centre Salmiya oo 3gub 3asha eb Johnny"
"5iyana!!! 3ayal mu fathya tgulin salftsh sa7?!"
Honestly... i was bored from saying it 3 times aday!
"ee ... beliel agulsh oo tgulinly"
"enziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin, yalla estansay ya a7san 5ala bel dinya HAHAHA" she teased
"chub! bye"
"bye"
i just hanged the phone when Rawan inserted her CD and played an English song; this girl is so into HIP HOP than anyone else I ever knew
Text message Composed
"ana ray7a el jam3iya ayeeb a'3rath 7ag Omy ma3 Rawan, akalmik lama ard"
"Hiii Saja shlounsh?! shraysh nru7 Starboucs Sharq bachr 7azat el ma'3arb?!"
Few minutes later
One New Messaged recieved
"Shfeesh??"
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To Be Continued ... A Woman Torn Apart
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Mie Mie

Sunday, August 16, 2009

إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون


I was going to post the new part of "A Woman Torn Apart" But because of the Jahra tragedy and in solidarity with other blogger; I will stop posting for three days.

And Please donate for the victims of the tragedy at the Kuwait Central Blood Bank...

مثل ما خيرنا دائما لغيرنا، خلينا نعطي خيرنا لأهل ديرتنا

الله يغفر لهم و يصبر اهلهم



Mie Mie

Thursday, August 6, 2009

A Woman Torn Apart -- 7

"enta mn wein 6ale3 ?? "


"ALO wa 3alaykom el salam shlounsh ?? Chethy el nas tred! yahodiya entay maku salam??"



"Ay salam ay kalam!! enta wenik la challeih la yam3a ??"


"ba3ad shensawy... last weekend re7t 7adag ma3 3bidan "


"oo shenu 9edtaw?!?!"


"hahaha ! daam okhosh ma3ana wla chay ... shedenya feish?? 5alastay jam3a 3adel" adree astahebel bs lazem !!


"7AMADIN OO WAY3A! ana met5arja mn 5 sinin oo sarly 4 snin asht'3el!!! enta sakraan?"


"ee saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa7! wein esh'3altay??"


"re7t el hay2a!"


"ay wa7da ?? estethmar ? "


" WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !! yanantny!!!! shfeek fathy??""


"la2 .. estahbel ! eshloun el zera3a??"


"ashufiq ta3aref!!!"


"ee a3aref bs a6afrsh... mawelahtay 3ala 6farty?"



"kareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!"



"7ata ana walhan 3alesh Sajawee!! "


"mashkoor.. ent lil7in daloo3 obok??"


"ba3ad ma3enda '3ery! ta3alay ... egulun el wathe3 bel hay2a mas5ara, sej??"


"mu mas5ara kether ma 2uhwa m3afen!!!"


"wel banat haam m3afnin ??"


"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFF! mn sejik!? 9arly 4 sinin hnak oo el yoom awal mara ashoof wayh bnaya shaar7 !"


AAYWAA! hathy SHOSHTY!!



" laaa ! shloun?"


"3an6o6a, s'3ayroona oo 7adha cute!"


3ashan chethy a7ebha!


"3asa 5aleteha 3end el m3afnin? "



"Laaaaaaaaaaa! 3ala 6ool thaba6t-ha 3ashaan lay5arbounha oo serna friends!"


Ashwa! al7in te6amant!


"zain tsawein! 3ad etha 7elwa thab6ina okay?"


"7amadin"


"na3am?"


"chub oo eqlub wayheq"


"UKH! leish??? kel hatha 3ashan gelt thab6ina! laykun t7biny w ana madrt!?"


"weeeeeeeeeeei3!! aslan lu enta el rayal el wa7id bel denya ma afker feik!!! tawny wasla el beit oo 7ady day5a"


"oh! okay 3ayal ana bs knt dag a6aman"


"Wallah feik el 5eir,,, 3ad mu tga6i3na"


7ADA LA2!!! ;)


"akid Sajawii.. Yalla tamrin 3ala chay?"


Slaming the car door "la salmtik, salim 3ala Amal"


"Wasel, fy amaan ellah"

"ma3...."


He hanged the phone


Faj2etk ya A7mad!!! Bs kela ybayin ba3din etha sej dag tes2al aw brasek mawal thany!!!


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To Be Continued ... A Woman Torn Apart

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Mie Mie

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

A Woman Torn Apart -- 6

Dedicated to New Bride & Fayoona ;** (two kisses for each)

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"shfeek?!" i asked!!

I was shocked from his reaction; he never asked about "girls" i meet for the first time as much as "guys" if i ever mentioned and of course he knows every single girl i hang out with.

"Ana shfeny ma estaw3abt!" he was mumbling

"ma estaw3abt sheno?!" i'm losing my temper here!

"ensh teshta'3lin bel hay2a"

"ENTA BETGOLY SHFEEK AW BASAKER EL 5A6!" ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

"HATHY SAJAWEEEEEEEEEEEE!" he said with the happiest voice

"Na3am?! enta t3arefha?!" seriously now i am confused


"ee hathy tserly mn b3eed, mn soob yadety, oo kanaw yetyame3oon bchalleehna!"

i was too confused to say a word

He continued saying "okhoha entay t3arfena oo ohwa okho denya , esma 3abdallah -3biidan elly a7adeg ma3ah, 7adna close ma3ahoum oo Sajawee kanat 7adha 9eda gabel latroo7 Ma9er tadres, oo lama radat tameet ashufha byam3at el challeh from time to time"

Too much to comment on!

Awal chay: obviously they have a strong relationship since he calls he "Sajawee"
Thany chay: i know he has "female" relationships with his direct cousins but never the second or the third or the million cousin... shme3na Saja!?
Thaleth chay: he knew since i got accept in the Hay2a; that i was accepted in the Ha2a where Saja works... why he didnt bother telling me that he knew someone there?!

All these ideas and more clashed my head ... all were reflected in a complete silence!

He finally broke my silence and said "wein re7tay!? alooooo?!"

"ha! kany..."

"shfeesh?"

"sera7t"

"bsheno?!"

took a deep breath and said "bel kalam elly gelta"

"oo shely wesaltela?!"

"za7mat afkar, wayed as2ela... bs 6af; ana maly 5elg anaqsh el mawthoo3 so please dont ask anything, i will pop all the questions when i feel like doing that!" i couldnt let it all out, but he had to know that i was pissed and not in the mood!!!

He was shocked and said "okay 3ala ra7tsh.. but isn't it great that you are working with someone you like and I know from my family?!"

"A7MAD! I don't want to talk about it! MOMKEN!?" i yelled!

"okay okay!" he said "what are you up to?!"

"nothing .. bashof omy mage3at ma3aha mn ams, at3asha oo anam"

"Omsh mn ams mashefteeha oo welahtay 3aliha, 3ayal ana sarly 2 weeks masheftsh, ma welahtay 3alay?!" he asked

"mmmmm .. embala" UFF! I'm not in the mood!

"Meta ashoof el Qomar?!" flirting

URGH!!! Dont you hate it when they (guys) do something wrong, and they know it bothered you, then they try to play the "i miss you" or "i love you" roles thinking it will reduce your anger?!

7esbalah ana habla oo bansa!!!!

"Mu el youm; 7ady ta3bana mn el dawam wel wagt te2a5r, youm thany!" i said

"Meta ya3nee?!" starting his famous 7ANAH

"a7mad.. madry meta, i will try my best! enta tadry mu sahala el mawthoo3 and we are not in London nor the States! E7na bel Kuwait oo el 5e6wa ma7sooba eb alf!"

He was quit

"5aleny ashuf oo agulik, okay babe?!" i didnt want him to sense my rage, or think i didnt want to see him because i DONT want to see him!

"enzain" took a deep breath "3ala hawash, tabin chay?!"

"aby salmtk"

"bye"

WTH !! He never says "bye" but im sure he did because he knew i was pissed

"bye" and hang the phone

I got out of the bed, went to the toilet, took a shower to fresh and try to kick out Saja and A7mad idea from my head... wore a training, and head down stairs to find my mum and dad sitting in the living room

... Meanwhile ...

ADG aw MA ADG?! Enzain etha dagit shbagoulaha, sahrly shahrin mu shayefha oo madry 3anha... bs hathy 7abibty; BUT HOW?!

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To Be Continued ... A Woman Torn Apart

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P. S. i know it is short, but i didnt want to keep you waiting any longer and i promise part 7 sooner than soon ;) :***



Mie Mie

Sunday, August 2, 2009



الغزو
القتل
الدمار













الشهداء والاسرى










الشرذمة .. الطاغية .. الحيوان وحاشيته من داخل العراق ودول الضد -واللي ناسي انذكره انهم: فلسطين واليمن وليبيا وتونس ومورتانيا والاردن





ولن ننسى













وتبونا ننسى؟! كل الجرائم التي ارتكبت بحق الشعب الكويتي، من النساء والاطفال وكبار السن ورجال الكويت؟! ولنفرض جدلا ان الشعب العراقي مسكين وليس له دخل بالغزو "الصدامي" كما يزعم البعض.. من نفذ جرائم القتل والسرقة والخطف والاغتصاب والاسر بكل وحشية وحقد واجرام ،، عناصر البعث ام الجيش اللذين هم من الشعب العراقي؟!
مطالبة تغير المسمى من الغزو "العراقي" الى الغزو "الصدامي" ... مرفوضة
مطالبة العفو والمسامحة والتنازل عن حقوقنا نحن الشعب الكويتي ... مرفوضة
مطالبة النسيان -علشان المصلحة السياسية والدبلوماسية الدينية وعمات العين- مرفوضة


19 سنة مرت على الغزو العراقي على الكويت ... لا يمكن لأحد ان يمسحها من ذاكرتنا



P.S. sorry for the delay; being busy is taking over my life lately
"A Woman Torn Apart -- 6" will be out soon ;**



Mie Mie