oNe & oNly

You are the best tutor i ever had ...

and You will never know how much i learned from You

and You will never realize how deep your scar is in my life!

And You may never guess i'm talking about You!

>> dont ask why You are flashing in my mind more than usual lately <<

and dont ask why I'm posting this!

Life takes mie here & there, meeting new people & learning new things about life it self.

But I always say this: He is the best tutor fate introduced to mie!

You tought mie how to be mean,

and how to walk with pride and smile when I am torned inside!

You showed mie the way to FORGET, FORGIVE & FORBID!

and taught mie my fav game from time to time i like to play: causing everyone a heart ache, including mine!

I thank You, wherever you are, for the pain & lessons you have been sharing without greed from the day we met... Very long time ago!

I thank you for waking mie up & showing mie how BITCH life can be! Pulling mie from my pink world of dreams!

Well ... it has been awhile since we last talked which I also learned another lesson; keeping you in my life is the source of pain! And I am sure, somehow, it is not the last lesson I learn from You!

A Sincere Dedication...

P.S.

You were killing mie softly

I used to love it; wanting more just to keep you around!

You kept on making my heart bleed; you have your ways!

Managing to play the same trick on mie; and I fall for the it always!

I suddenly decided to stop my heart bleed, stop your dancing on wounds theme!

I knew it will cost mie much. But I lost the most precious thing I thought it was, I have nothing to cry for anymore!

Amazed of myself, I am breathing without you being part of my new picture!

A picture you helped in creating yet I managed to finish it all by myself!

And no! You are not allowed to see until ... infinity!

You were killing mie softly, but not anymore...

I managed to get over, and i am so proud!

Mie Mie