My Journey without You

I have been away for a while, somewhere i wanted to go for 3 years, where i have a different life there...

There, I met so many people over the past 11 years going there, some became my friends, some just passed & left nothing but memories, and some became true friends, who I could never let go no matter what!

I never realized that everyone change -not only me- until this year, where some of these friends travelled looking for a better opportunity, & I never heard of them...

Some stayed there and I only saw once...

& someone i miss the most, kept in touch with all along, planned to see this year

it's been 3 years since we saw each other... For my bad luck, he didn't come.. oNly God knows why...

The reason doesn't matter, what matter is I miss this person more! I found out that he made my summer journey worth a million word...

Please don't get me wrong; he is my very best friend for over 6 years now,,

What's so special about him?!

We would talk for hours about everything & everyone :)

We would tell each other what to do in different situations & how we feel about others

He would never let anyone hurt me & he would never let me need anything
He's always, ALWAYS there for me, even when we are not in the same place

He is the sparkle in my summer journey, and the joy of my life

I feel MIE when I am around him

This year, I went to my summer runaway, everything was the same

Same roads

Same buildings
Same people

Everything was the same, but it never felt like one day when he's around

It felt like I am in an ordinary place,

Nothing special about it, or people, or even me!

I felt something was wrong, but I never knew what it was

I felt empty even when I am doing so many things

I felt lonely even when I am with others

Again, nothing special, especially me!

He called once, and that's when I knew he was the missing link that lighten my journey...

When he did, I wanted to say so many things, i guess I wanted to cry too

But I remained calm...

Surprisingly he felt my need for a shoulder; and he was... After talking to him, I figured out why I felt empty & lonely there. I recalled our moments together, our chats, smiles, laughs, fights, argument's, discussion...

I recalled once, I was very pissed & angry, just wanted to scream! I was in my cousins place, when I left suddenly, walking to my grandfather's place - which is located on top of hill! He followed me, called me & I ignored him - so like me when I'm mad ;p - When he finally reached me, I asked him to go, but he didn't. He walked with me until we reached the house, we stayed outside actually we sat on a rock & kept talking...

I felt I grabbed the world in my hands, I can't remember why I got mad that night... When I recalled this night, I felt lonelier

Only then, I wished I never went there this year at this time...

To a very special person

To my very best friend

Let me take this quote from you:

"It's the Journey that brings happiness NOt the destination" yOu aRe right :)

Miss you & miss our special moments

Hope to see you soon :)

Mie miE