Beyond The Eyes

Look into the eyes, not the eyes

Look what is beyond its seductive, strange, attractive color.. what can you see?!

If you can't get any further, then you are too blind to feel!

What is beyond its' beauty is life...

Everything balck and white...

and everything in between!

What you will see is a tear...

A smile after fear...

Strength & need!

If you looked into my eyes & beyond

You will find a world of wonders digged deep inside

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Something is bothering mie lately.. actually it's been bothering mie since forever!

I hate it when people judge or under estimate you for the way you look! it is not fair!

It kills me when they decide to ignore your inside and focus on the outside!

I get really sad when they neglect a sad look or pretend to know so much that is not ture! Worse thing?! they force you to believe it is!

This is not for everyone you meet in your life, it is only for the ones we categorize them as special or different. But they turn us down...

Suffering No. 1: You Look Different! Sorry, but i was born with it

I remember when once my previous boss told mie -after only 3 months of working together: "I under estimate you! You look more clever than I thought! -- Because your look, I thought you are a spoiled girl who can't stand the pressure, you proved me worng."*

Thanks...

But why did he under estimated me?! He means by "Your Look" is being different than regular girls are...

Ok! I have a unique eye color & face figures, so many girls do, but what is my guilt to be born with such things?! I didn't choose that, I was born with it!

That comment was repeated over & over since universaty!

I ... don't like to be treated as a "Barbie" a pretty doll And that's it! I am not like that because it makes me feel dump, not human...

Situation like that make you feel bad about your self & it forced mie to do things I thought it was the right thing to do, just to stop that "Baribie" impression when someone sees me for the first time. But it wasn't the right thing...

Please!! Stop looking only at the outside of a person

You don't know how bad it feels!

* I worked in that company for two years, and I proved to him everyday that I am not "a spoiled girl who can't take the pressure".

Suffering No. Two: Smilling from the outside,, dying from the inside!

Can anyone explain how can some people ignore the sad look in your eyes?!

Is it possible that they can't see that you are going through a horrible time & you want a break from life?!

I believe this: some people are stupid! But NO ONE is too stupid to see something as clear as the sun! NO ONE is too blind to feel that you are not feeling okay!*

Why do they ignore your tear?! Even when you pretend the simle & wear "Little Miss Sunshine" on your face... No one can not see or feel that saddness beneth!

Why do they do it?!

Selfish?!

Malhum 5elg?!

Some people we trust do this: they ignore your pain, want to listen to their dramatic life and fix it! But when it is your turn to remove a burden on your chest, they walk away & turn their back on you!

Please!! Please!! Don't step on others pain...

Don't walk pretending they are "okay"...

* A blind person is not the one who lost his sight. But who lost the ability of feeling others.

Suffering No. 3: "I understand" WANA BE!!

This is the ironic part...

When someone pretend to understand the way you feel or

what you want to say; unfortunatly they really don't!

They insist they know you very well when you are having a rainy or a sunny day... But all they do or say shows they don't understand!!!

They say the worng thing -they always do- when this happens, they:

Turn your sunny day into a rainy day

Turn your rainy day into a stormy one!

Fab!! You Really Understood & Helpd Mie!!!

Bottom Line...

Look at people the way you want to be looked back

Never judge someone's ability because of their looks; they are born with it

Never pass by someone who is hiding their pain without tapping on their shoulder

Never EVER pretend to understand someone you know didn't! No one knows "everything" in "everything" because it is impossible; nothing to be shame of!

Never trust someone who can't seem to trust or understand themselves.. If they can't, how could they understand yours!?!?!

And always look beyond one's eyes; you will be mesmorized with what is inside!

P. S. The pic was breath taking; I couldn't resist it!

Mie Mie