She ... Teared Mie Apart!

Madry what to say! i was going to write something totally different, nicer & lighter. But i couldnt! Today happened the most .. what to describe it?! nasty?! bad?! mean?! WHAT?! I am trying to put out the rage in mie into words, so please bare with mie!

Today, i saw someone i concider one of the strongest people i met in my life. She is a woman in every aspect & was the first to fight the flow in her family, she had the courage to do so!

She was never the emotional one in her family, she was the one everyone runs to when they are facing something bad & she helps them out & gives them strength...

She was a "JABAL MAYHEZAK REI7" type! Today i saw her breakdown, cry like a baby! YAJEMA3A SHE IS NOT THE TEARY TYPE! She cried, and screamed .. she brokedown... Oo leish?! 3ashan wa7en mayeswa trab rilha, though he is her husband! Bs hatha, as they say, '3al6at 3umerha!

She didnt cry because of him, she cried for herself, how she ended up marrying him? What made her do so?! Why is she standing him?! Why is still with him?! What he made her turn into!!!

i cired and hugged her

i never thought i will see her like this

WHY?! i cired because i was helpless & i felt weak!

You know when you want to do something for someone, but you cant, you feel helpless!

i still feel like crying :(

Please, think of someone you see as a strong person & love so much.. they breakdown infront of you & cry from what has been inside!

I think i will write her story down.. One time i told her: tadreen ensh mathaly el a3la!

she was surprised and said: only the old me 5aliha mathalish el a3la, dont fall into the same mistake i did or you will turn into the person i am now!

that was one year ago...

The hardest thing is when you know you are much better than what you are but you're stuck with it!

I feel bad for her & for every woman ends like her, and No! i dont want to end up like her & i dont want any girl to fall into the same mistake...

The story has a begining, but i dont know whats the end yet... I will need my bloggers-friends support in this :*

P.S. WHY does your soul feel heavy when your with someone?! But it feels LIGHTER when that someone is not around?! I mean by LIGHTER, happier

Dont worry about mie, i grab a sign when i see one! So when I felt HEAVY oo chena aku jebal 3ala chabdy, i blow it awaaaaaaaaay! Oo I hope everyone feels this way, does the same! As I said before, you need someone to BOOST you UP not DRAG you DOWN!

Now I am LIGHTER and i'm lovin' it :)

Mie Mie